Every and Anything

What am I supposed to do about people who do hurtful things to me even when I’m not doing anything wrong?

How do I get everything accomplished without messing things up for everyone?

How do you know that you’re doing the right thing, when everything feels so selfish?

(I’ll just keep praying… I want the Lord to know that I really am trying. This isn’t all selfish…)

If I have learned anything in life its that: People are people no matter what way you look at it. If they want to leave you, they will. If they act like they don’t care about your problems and your woes, then they don’t. Best thing you can do is either man up and keep being a good person or stop getting angry or being surprised when people act like people and start being apart of the people yourself.

(i.e. get even and dish out what you’ve been served…)

Hypocrisy is the act of persistently pretending to hold beliefs, opinions, virtues, feelings, qualities, or standards that one does not actually hold. Hypocrisy is thus a kind of lie. (http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=define%3A+hypocrite&aq=f&aqi=l1g1&aql=&oq=&gs_rfai=)

I hate that word. I don’t know why, I just know that I’ve hated that word for as long as I could remember. Even though I know we all have that moment when that’s the only word that can be used to describe us. My family has a tendency of acting just like that but on a regular basis. Actually it seems like all the parents of everyone in my graduating class act like that nowadays. (Class of 2010) Somehow everything has become our fault. We’ve accomplished nothing because we have no drive. Now while I CAN see that, all of us aren’t like that. I know I’m not. I’ve been mapping out my life and planning things to do since my freshman yr of high school. But for numerous reasons every plan and want I had were completely disrupted. My mother decided that she had better things in store for me. Come to find out that all that did was put me at a standstill. And its my fault because I didn’t think that I would need a back up plan for mom, ya know?… -sigh- Oh well, all I can do now is try to fix things by coming up with another plan. A plan to get out…


But that isnt really want I want to blog about. Things like that can come later. I really just wanted to use that as an example. How are we the failures and the lazy ones when most of us have come up with our own plans and just want to learn and live for ourselves for a bit. But then the people saying these things to us pull us back on these leashes, that they never really loosened in the first place, and convince to do things their ways. Only to have them not tell you what you’re supposed to do or for them to leave you hanging in the long run. What are you supposed to do then. What do we call them?